Assalamualaikum, baru ada masa nak mengupdate huhu. So, last Friday, we went so anxious waiting for our results from Mara and Ella decided to call the officer directly. Then, all of us called. And Alhamdulillah, I've passed huhu! Quite shocking you know, because all this while, I tried to calculate my marks, and my marks are nearly 60. Just nearly not exactly!And then Shasha said in whatsapp group and said she got 58.8 and still can't pursue. So I freaked out, and when I heard the officer that I one of the students who passed with marks 60, I was like woahhh! My mark is 60? Ya Allah alhamdulillah. *nearly cried* But I feel not so great knowing that only half of MPharm students passed the marks, so thats mean only 13 of us can fly to UK. No! Shiro! Andwe! Cannot! They must go with us! Together! It's tough for all of us. So tomorrow, they will know their appeal result, and I hope for the best. Okay enough about that.
So when we got our financial statement, we hurriedly applied visa, and completing visa's form is not easy. It's so tiring! I started at 10pm and finished only completing the first part which are the forms at 2.00 am. wow tak wow kat situ? And the next day I woke up subuh and continued with the payment process. and failed several times. Too much stress, with loads of houseworks to do; feed the cats, cook lunch, do laundry, clean the sink! Oh my god, I can''t even take a break to wash my face! It drained my physical and mental strength. Fuhh! Amini complained, that she can't pay due to bank card problem and the hospital that she booked, can only do the medical check up at 1st Sept and we need to pass all the documents to Mara office before 31st Aug. So she was stressed out and cried out "Aku sedih ain, semua benda tak kena, siapa kata pergi oversea happy, aku tak happy pun, aku demam 2 3 hari dah, nangis lagi, emosi tak stabil" Okay everyone is not in their right state of mind. It's tough!
And today, I went to Pantai Hospital to do my medical check up. Went there at 9 am and they drew out my blood, take my urine sample, I hand in my Xray film and they write a report, then I went home to cook lunch! Since, ella was in camp in Ayer Keroh and today is her last day so we went to Ayam Penyet for lunch. I get lost even in the MITC area -_- Then we talked about how was the appeal and all. Hope everything gonna be fine! Amiin. at 3.00 I went back to the hospital to collect the lab results and met up with the doctor to do some thorough check. Guess what, I'm not a type of health concious person so if I fell sick, I just take medicine (not really actually) or just leave it until it cured by itself. So when the doctor did some thorough check, He said that he heard heartbeat murmur. I've learned this before, so I think a weird sound in my heart doesn't sound good. And he said that it's quite loud maybe it caused by valve that doesn't close completely, so it practically loose. So there's backflow of blod, so oxygenated blood and deoxygenated blood could mixed together and this leads to blackout or faint. Less of oxygen. So when I recalled, the last time I do sport, I almost blackout, my face was completely pale and when I having menstruation, I almost faint several times. Huhu. What is happening to me?
Day by day, I received good and bad news. Huhu. But for everything that make my life challenging and colourful, I prayed Alhamdulillah. Not everyone could afford a laptop even a broken one to write a blog, not everyone has wifi at their house, not everyone is able to go to Pantai hospital to do medical check up, not everyone can drive like i do (huhu), not everyone can hear azaan like i do right now. So it's a wrap for today huhu. Alhamdulillah for everything.
