Okwed not okwed lah

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Am amazed on how this picture is the most normal picture for the three of us. Saranghae yorobun. I'll treasure all of our memories forever. Disemai rapi rapi dalam hatiku. Apakah 🙄 

antara cita dan impian (cewahhhhhhhhhhh)

tak jadi aku nak study. nab punya pasal la ni. pergi cerita pasal kisah hidup dia pulak. hahaha. haa! salahkan orang salahkan orang dia yang tak reti nak bahagi masa ish!

since we on the topic of time and shall i add hardwork? so im going to express something here. sekarang sudy week. no study month. and since we have such lots of time and now im fooling around. i dont know where the hardworking girl that i used to be. where the determination that i used to have? tipu kalau kata tak tercabar dengan bee dengan fa dengan nurul lagi lagi dengan minie of course. dengan aida, dengan lily, dengan malisa. hmm masa foundation dulu. at least nak semangat tu. tapi makin lama belajar makin hilang minat, makin hilang fokus dalam kelas. selalu fikir. dah hilang minat dekat pharmacy ke dah hilang minat dekat belajar sebenarnya ni? ingat lagi dulu ada debate from one side to be a housewife and another side be a working wife. and i really opposed minie's idea of being housewife after going through such hardship for four years MPharm degree! lagi lagi she's a genius! but you know now im on her side hahaha. am planning of being a hospital pharmacist for a short period of time until i get married and have my own child then ill quit. after being a housewife for a year or so, i will get back to work but not as a pharmacist but as a chemistry teacher. hahahaha. still i dont to waste my four years studies about all these stuffs that blerghhhhhhhhhhhh (eh tak blergh tak blergh aku je yang blerghh)

we are in the age of keep on thinking about future (marriage mostly -_- gatal!) so seriously when they started to talk or imagining themselves about their self in hospital or in pharmacy or being covered by medicine ( not being sick kayhh being a pro kayhh) i wondered myself. kau nak jadi apa. apa impian kau? apa nak jadi besar nanti? lol tak besar ke sekarang lol. lets reminiscing my dream masa kecik kayhh, emm cashier (hahahahhahaha jadah), cikgu then upgrade to lecturer sebab ibu kata jadilah lecturer dapat banyak sikit duit (huhu), then tukar jadi pediatrician then ayah kata kaklong perempuan kalau jadi doktor nanti busy sangat kesian family. hmm yeah taking that into consideration too. then lastly pursue a dream of becoming pharmacist right now. then again being a teacher hahahaha. (not a lecturer because you need to have a phd to be one, so tak nak belajar lagi, nak mengajar je)  oh ya! a singer! eh tak im mature enough to think about having singing as a professional job (cashier tu mende? hahahaha) but deep inside the passion to sing never die lol. considering about taking a traditional singing class one day. lama dah bersara. cehh macam pro sangat je. baru menang sekali tu pun no dua. bajet *smirk face

dah tak payah bebel panjang pergi baca ectoparasite. esok nak p manchester. kena tidur awal. ha!