Stress lah. Dah tiga minggu excited nak balik kampung tapi sekali pun tak dapat. Tau tak perasaan dah excited tapi last minute cancel. Okay that feeling every time. Balik msia batu sekali je dapat balik kampung. Tu pun masa raya. Ish sumpah sedih terkilan marah semua ada. Geram. Stress. Kalau aku tau jalan balik kampung lama dah aku sorang je balik tadi. Benci

novel

Just a sudden thought while i was tweeting about how I accidentally 'syok'ed again at reading novel hehe

Back to 2010, amboi kemain. Okay serious, back to 2010, i think that was my last novel which i think that was the thickest and the 'emo'est i can be while reading it. I forced myself to finished my homework early so i could read that novel and finished it. Even now i can still remember how weird at first the novel was. There's a scene where the lead girl banging her head towards the wall just to get rid of 'satan' in her head. I find that scary till now huhu. And that novel was lended by someone who doesn't talk to me anymore after a while in that year till now. Terluka hati i. Sampai sekarang tau! It's okay kalau jodoh kita kuat kita pasti bertemu and if i could gather up my courage to ask you why you avoided me all this time, i'll asked you dengan nada paling marah sekali (not shouting ofc nanti dia lari lagi) (apa ingat aku hantu ke?!) (i'm prettier than a ghost okayyy?!)

Okay bye