Hi! It's been a while.. since I forgotten the email for this blog hahaha. Luckily I saved it somewhere in my diary. An expensive daily guided journal. I've never encountered such simple book with that price! But I like it so much! So I bought it as an advance birthday present for myself. Remember my dear self! your email and password is in that black book okay? Okay!
This is not what I planned to write haha.
Okay.
It's been two months of summer, and I didn't spend it wisely. I just staying and being a lazy bump at home. Of course I do house chores! Even though it's not like a perfect housewife (haha) but I did some cooking, laundry and dramas, variety marathon (I'm sorry I can't help myself). So sometimes, Ibu would ask me to fetch my brothers when they have some extra curricular activities at school. This evening, I go get them. Along the way, maybe I drove to fast in the resident area herher, and I almost lost the junction to their school. *cold sweat* I have to cut the line and make a turn quickly! Dangerous? I know, I was wrong. Too excited after a while being trapped in home haha. That's when I feel an adrenaline rush! Zup!
Suddenly, I remembered my dear friend said this to me "It's great to have adrenaline rush once in awhile right?" And I was like "pebenda kau ni? -_-" I was quite annoyed because actually that time I was dying because some freak (no he's not, I'm sorry) just indirectly confessed to me. Well basically it just a status saying that he mention a girl is studying and he suddenly like someone who is hardworking. And duhh, what make me dying was he is sitting beside me, and he did mention that the girl is sitting beside him which is I'M THE ONLY GIRL SITTING BESIDE HIM! DUHH! How can I not freak out! Haha.
So I text the dear friend and make some fuss about it, and he said those words. I couldn't agree that time, but now I agree! haha. It feels refreshing to feel something new after a long rest. It's good to feel and do everything but not in excessive amount. Like you can rest, but not too much! You can worry, but not for long! You can cry, but you need some smile. There. I'm talking to myself. Come and have an adventure, do not stay too long in one place and rot! Even you can't find any single light of hope, believe me if you move around from those, you can see lots of things. Your family, your friends, the nature!
Move around! See in different view!
