Wandered

I have gone way too much. I have wandered around too much that I should. I don't know whether am I getting back to path that I used to be in? The path which shows me the brightest light? Oh my, Why in the first place I'm getting far away from this path. And how in the first place I'm getting back to my old self. I'm seriously dissapointed with myself.

I am loosing myself.

Help me. Even though I refuse the help, do please help me. I'm going to regret it one day. Please. Whoever reading this. Please. Or if you, the writer, read this. Please. Do help yourself.

Never ever turn away from Allah. Never. Never thought that you are superior you yourself are enough. No never!

I am loosing myself.