Can't think about any title at the moment. I just feel so sad. So suddenly. I was on the phone with ibu this afternoon. And now it's midnight. Things run through my mind when I tried to sleep. And one of the things were Mak Et asking me to contact uwan because she's sick and Ibu complaining her wrist feels pain and what I did was just jokingly asked her to tie her hands as she unconsciously folding her wrist in sleep. And i just felt regret. Until just now. Thinking of how many hours and days I've spent with my family. Oh my god, there were really little. I think I've spend almost 10 years only committed to study and by the time I graduated and got a job then I'll be spending the rest of my life on work and my new family i guess. I really want to spend more time with them. Ya Allah just please don't take them away from me in this moment. I want to create more memories together. Or just don't take me yet. One i may be not ready. Two, I need them. They're my everything. Even though I was looked like I don't care, but I do really care. Just please make them healthy and happy while I'm not with them, and make them happier and healthier when I'm with them. Please.