emo

hai nak post emo lagi. hahaha.

well, tak pernah ke rasa yang rasa sedih tiba tiba yang kau rasa nak ada orang sebelah kau or palin tak pun ada orang boleh happy kan kau? tapi when you desperately need one, no one there. haha. pathetic habis. well, if i tell someone pun, orang tu pun will like' ha emo emo!' or won't layan pun. sebab like' pfft ain emo la tu biarlah dia kejap lagi elok la tu'

sumpah in need of pantai. sebab those words won't get me better pun. make me worse adalah like im the useless person in the world yang orang lain macam pfft pehal dia ni. well music is my forever chinggu. entah bye!











or maybe i don't even cried for help? but i'm not used to it.

Part of heart

I got huge sensitive part of my heart that is about friends and family. I dont cry for romance movies. I cried for 3 idiots movies, i cried on everything related to friends and family, i supposed. Ive been thinking who are my real friend? Am i a good friend? If i have a huge problem ahead of me, would someone lend her shoulder for me to cry on? Would someone ever noticed that im in troubled? Would someone would lend their hand to help me? And if ive gone forever, would someone pray for may eternity happiness up there forever? Just wondering.

Thank you for being with me all this time. Thank you for making me warm and happy all the time. You guys are the people who i spent my time the most with. Im sorry if i annoyed you, im sorry if i did something wrong in front or behind your back. Truthfully, i cant go on with my life without you guys. Saranghae. Chinca.

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